This is the song that made me realize that I could be falling in love with my best friend. We've been friends for almost 10 years. But as we are growing, physically, emotionally, and spiritually, we used to talk about serious things in life. Love life, future partner, God's Will and everything.
Before, we are always fighting like kids. I'm always shouting at him when we are at high school level because we are seat mates that time and I'm always distracted by him. He make me cry when we are 2nd yr. high school. Comports me and cared even more when we are 3rd year. And that year, I got my first kiss on my cheeks. ;D. We are playing kiss relay during recess, the first one to kiss me is him. I still consider it as a first kiss for he is the first guy to kiss me on my cheeks.
4th Year High School, we became more mature and committed to our studies. We both became busy because we are both aiming for a medal and a high grades. One night, my mom was brought to the hospital. Since then, I became irresponsible for my studies and I got bored in studying, I was eliminated out of the special class, who's taking special subjects, and my exams are far too low from my past exams. But I'm so thankful that one man, my bestfriend, cheer me up and unexpectedly, kissed me on my forehead. That moment, I do not know how would I react with what he do. I just smiled and say, "Thank You!" and I was awarded with a medal during our graduation.
From that day on, I have seen him not just a simple friend, but a super special friend, far beyond a best friend. I am afraid to fall in love with him because I am afraid that we'd be strangers if I'll tell him what I feel about him. I try not to fall in love with him, but as we grow old, we became more closer, and others used to asked if we are in a relationship.
Yes, he is in a relationship, but not with me. I felt a little hurt when I knew that. Though it hurts, I let him tell to me about his girlfriend. And we became more closer because of that, he treated me as his little sister.
Now, we are still BEST FRIENDS, he knew my feelings about him but the good thing about him is, even he knew it, he said, "I will never ever walk away from you for you are my best friends, I don't want to waste our strong foundation of friendship just because of that, I'll let you love me, but let me love you too as my sister and friend."
Now, I'm happier than ever when he said that, Why? at least he never changed and he still loves me as his sister and friend, a relationship that never ends.
Friendship vs. Love. I'd rather choose friendship because it is God's will to be done when it comes to love.
God Bless!
by: zelle
My dearest friend... i know how you feel.. but life is like that and sometimes full of surprise... keep believing that someday you and your bestfriend will be together is just a waste. I dont want to offend you but i do just care about your feelings coz it somehow makes you feel blue and upset. Knowing that your friendship is going strong and deeper.. i know for sure that you are dreaming of him all day and night.. but who knows right? maybe someday you'll be together and the relationship that you'd share together grows fruitfully. Honestly, I admire your vision when it comes to love... love do not expect something in return...be yourself always....that is what i think can catch your bestfriend's heart..hehehe
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